With Grace still in ICU, and me still going to work occasionally, I haven’t had time to write a post that I felt was good enough to post. That doesn’t mean I’m not thinking about stuff! 😁 Here are a few topics I may write about soon if I can.
1. Are there not one, but TWO, NWO groups competing for control of the world ? Is one of them on God’s side? Which side are the WEF and the UN on?
2. The extreme emotional pain (usually fear of abandonment and shame) caused by codependency and how being enmeshed affects everything. Why suffering through the pain of creating healthy boundaries is the only way to be free. How Jesus can help you.
3. How living in constant fear becomes normal and results in a lack of drama making you feel uncomfortable. How fear of bad things (anxiety) affects your physical body and thoughts and the way you relate to others. How always looking for bad guys can alter your personality, making you paranoid and negative. How you can choose to stop living as if your vigilance is making a difference.
4. My new job , what I’m learning about myself and the outside world. Why I regret not going to work sooner. Why I think I finally did it. How God is helping me through the changes and giving me peace and courage.
5. How this hospital stay for Grace has been very different than the last one as far as my feelings and how I’ve gone about it . I have not spent any nights at the hospital. She’s improving and we think she will be able to get off the ventilator soon. 🙏
6. Dysfunctional behaviors of codependent families that are passed down to some kids but not others and why is that ?
I’m off to work. Feel free to comment on any of these!
Blue Skies and Green Pastures 
Glad to hear Grace may be turning the corner!!!! (and you’ve been able to go home@ nights… I would love to hear you share more about your new job/ work/ going back to work/ any thoughts on that topic. Rooting for you all from Iowa DM
I’m happy to hear that your daughter is getting better. Wish her full recovery.
I can relate to the worry of watching someone you love on ventilator because I had to endure the same thing.
As for fear. It makes your world smaller. The higher the fear, the smaller the world.
Sorry to hear that. Did they recover ?
Sorry, was foolish for me to mention it. Didn’t want to make you worry or to pull you down.
They died.
But you don’t need to worry. They suffered
from somehing different than your daughter
It’s ok. I was just thinking about you.
Praying for you!
I think all dysfunctional things are passed down to every child. .ijust think some are better at adapting and coming out the other side
Good point . I think they also have different personalities and some are more susceptible to picking up the dysfunctional coping strategies. The others recognize the bad stuff sooner and choose not to go there.
Yeah. A type a is going to react differently than type b. Empath with react differently than whatever the other types are. We react based on how our individual perceptions meld
I’m proud of you! You have a full plate and yet you walk through it with a lot of grace. That takes Jesus and lot of faith and courage, too.
💕